I am in my fifth week of school, all of it online. Last week I lost about 45 minutes of work when my computer shut down, and I had not saved it. It was a teachable moment for myself, to save my work. I do not have road rage, but I do have that issue when it comes to computer issues. I trudged on and moved forward with the assignment. The same thing happened on Monday, however, I was two hours in this time. It was a different context, as it was within the school website. When I sent it, the program acted as if I wasn't signed in, and lost all of the work. I went crazy! Luckily I only tore my shirt and broke the cap of a water bottle. I resisted punching through the laptop, but barely. It took all day to get comfortable again. I discussed this with another man, and he advised keeping life simple, which would mean giving school up. I considered it, as I am not sure where having a bachelors will get me anyway.
Yesterday I was able to be of service, which helped a great deal. Then, attending a service called Deeper provided by my church, I prayed and listened, and prayed, and listened. I was listening, trying to quiet my mind. Those around me were lifting up their hands in worship. in one moment I thought of something, heard it in my head. It said, "Andy, is there anything I cannot do? Have I not lead you this far? Do you doubt that I am with you? You are my child, nothing is impossible." I am grateful to be lead, as I have none of the answers. Thank you guys, for listening.